jasonsnene | Enough for Angel

Title: Enough for Angel
Author: jasonsnene
Rating: NC17
Warnings: M/M
Pairing: Angel/Xander

For my faithful reviewer,

ladyvirgo1956who wanted some Angel/Xander ravishing at the mansion. Here you go sweetie, and thanks for the wonderful reviews.

Angel leaned against the mantle, stroking his cock with punishing strokes. He needed release so badly, but hadn’t been able to find it since his return from hell. His cock was painfully hard all the time, begging for relief but nothing Angel did seemed to help.

He gasped out a sob and tightened his hand, jerking hard against his flesh, pulling and stroking as fast as he could. Nothing. He stilled his hand and looked at the stiff flesh protruding from his groin.

Angel slid to his knees and leaned his head against the stone fireplace. He pounded his head against the hard surface, before letting his hand drop to his cock again, picking up the strokes at the same furious pace.

He didn’t hear the footsteps until they were almost at the door and he hurriedly shoved himself back into his pants and zipped up. When the door opened he recognized the scent. Xander.

Angel stayed in his position by the fireplace, hesitant to move lest his aroused state become apparent to the boy. Xander noticed his pained expression and approached cautiously.

“Angel?” The whispered word caused another sob to slip out before he could stop it. He didn’t want pity now, especially not from Xander. But the boy didn’t stop and moved to his side, kneeling beside him and placing a hand on his shoulder.

Angel turned and looked at him, watching the dark eyes filled with concern, knowing that this boy wouldn’t help him. “Angel, what’s wrong?” The words were unnatural, coming from Xander. Xander hated him, everyone knew that.

But he wasn’t looking at Angel with hate now. What was that look? Guilt? Angel didn’t know and he couldn’t think. He was hurting too badly.

He turned to Xander and pressed his forehead to the boys. Xander gripped his arm and pulled him to his feet. Angel let another sob slip out and Xander wrapped his arms around the vampire and pulled him close.

He nearly jerked back when he felt the arousal pressed tightly to his stomach but he held himself still, allowing Angel to cling to him. He didn’t know what to do so he just stood there, waiting for Angel to get himself pulled together.

But Angel didn’t stop clinging and simply pulled Xander closer. Xander’s cock started to respond and he silently ordered it to settle down. Then Angel started gently rocking his hips into Xander’s, and the boy’s erection jumped in response.

Xander pulled himself away slightly and Angel gripped his head with both hands and pressed his forehead back to the boys. “Xander, please.” The words sounded like they were torn from Angel’s throat and Xander pulled him closer, not knowing what he wanted.

Angel started moving against him again, another choked sob escaping as his body became more aroused by the warm boy in his arms. When Angel’s hips started moving again, Xander realized that Angel was in pain, from his arousal.

Although he didn’t understand it, he figured it was from the time spent in hell. Time that was his fault, unknown tortures suffered because Xander was too angry to tell Buffy the truth.

So Xander did the only thing he knew to do for Angel. He kissed him. He wrapped his arms around Angel and stroked his back and down to his ass. Xander gently grabbed the firm muscles there and encouraged Angel’s hips to keep moving.

Angel groaned in response and deepened the kiss. His hands roamed down over Xander’s shoulder and down his arms. Xander slid his hands from Angel’s body and grasped his hands, linking their fingers together.

They stayed that way for moments, kissing deeply as Angel continued to roll his hips into Xander’s body, hands clutched together. Xander released Angel’s hands and lips at the same time and moved his lips to Angel’s jaw, licking along his jaw line and thrilling when Angel shivered in response.

He moved his hands up to Angel’s shirt and started working the buttons, opening the shirt to the pale chest beneath. He let his hands roam and gently tweaked the nipples he exposed. Angel groaned in response and arched into Xander.

While Xander continued his exploration, Angel pulled Xander’s shirt up and over his head. Xander pressed their chests together and the feel of warm flesh pressed against his sent another quiver through Angel’s leaking cock.

He wanted to go slow for Xander, to make the most of this gift that the boy was giving to him, but he couldn’t. His body was screaming with need and he answered by jerking at Xander’s jeans and shoving them down his hips.

Xander toed off his shoes and kicked the jeans off his legs. He was left standing before Angel in boxers and socks. Angel stood back and looked at him. He had to ask, he needed to know. “Are you sure?”

Brown eyes met his with a steady gaze. “Whatever you need, Angel.” Angel pulled the boy closer and kissed him again while his hands moved to his own pants, pulling them down and kicking them off quickly.

Xander’s hands reached for his boxers and slid them down Angel’s legs, revealing the angry red and purple cock. Xander tentatively wrapped his hand around it, and Angel hissed. Xander went to jerk his hand away but Angel stilled his arm and urged him to continue.

While Xander’s hand began to work his flesh again, Angel moved his hands into Xander’s boxers, sliding down his ass and sliping his fingers into the crease. Xander lurched against Angel and clutched a hand to Angel’s shoulder, holding himself steady.

Angel pulled Xander against him and lowered them to the rug in front of the fireplace. He covered the boy’s body with his own, gently pressing his thigh between Xander’s legs and pressing his erection into Xander’s hip.

Xander spread himself open, instinctively knowing what Angel wanted. Angel shifted himself so that he was lying between Xander’s open thighs and leaned into him, pressing their bodies together from hip to chest.

He found himself staring into Xander’s dark eyes as he leaned closer and pressed their lips together again. This kiss was more of a caress, a gently glide of lips and tongue, exploring each other’s mouth leisurely.

Angel continued to kiss Xander while he patted the ground around him for his pants. Finally grasping a corner, he pulled them towards him and fumbled for the lube in the pocket. He’d tried lubing his cock in his earlier efforts and was now thankful to have the slick so handy.

He flipped the top and squeezed a dollop onto his fingers before moving them to Xander’s entrance. He deepened the kiss as he slid one finger past the tight ring and felt Xander’s muscles squeeze and tighten against the intrusion.

He held his finger still and stroked his tongue in and out of Xander’s mouth, mimicking the actions he wanted to make. After a few moments Xander relaxed against him and Angel was able to repeat the motion with his finger.

He added another slowly, and watched Xander gasp at the uncomfortable stretch. It was so hard for Angel to go slow but he wanted this to be good for Xander and he forced himself to gently push through and thrust the pair of fingers in, stretching and slicking Xander.

The third finger was a tight fit, but Angel squeezed it in and Xander arched against him, trying to pull away from the discomfort. Angel held him still and bent his head to lick and suck on Xander’s nipples.

The added stimulation took Xander’s mind off the pain and now he arched into Angel, forcing Angel’s fingers further inside him and he gasped at the sensation. Angel moved his fingers around, until Xander was well stretched. Then he removed his fingers and slicked his own cock while Xander watched.

Angel pulled Xander’s thighs up and pushed them towards his chest while he lined his cock with the slick hole. He slid in and pushed all the way until his balls were pressed against Xander.

It was so hot and slick that Angel couldn’t resist moving slowly, not giving Xander enough time to adjust fully, but not able to control himself any longer. Xander sensed Angel’s loss of control and reached up to grab the vampire’s neck, forcing their mouths together again.

Angel slowly slid in and out and copied the motions with his tongue in Xander’s mouth. He felt Xander’s hands move to his hips, encouraging him to move. Angel complied and thrust faster and harder until the slap of flesh to flesh was only drowned by the sounds of their gasps and moans.

Xander came quickly, overcome by the erotic stimulation and he clutched Angel too him. When his shudders stopped, Angel rose up again and held Xander’s thighs open while he pushed in again and again.

The new angle brushed Xander’s prostate repeatedly and he orgasmed again, shooting a small amount of fluid to add to the gathering pile on his chest. Feeling Xander’s muscles squeezing him again set Angel off and with a shout he came deep into Xander’s body.

He lowered Xander’s legs and collapsed on top of him, peppering kisses of thanks across Xander’s face and neck. Xander finally grabbed his face and held him still while he kissed him again, pouring his own passion into Angel’s seeking mouth.

They pulled away and watched each other, looking for signs of regret. Each were thankful to see none, only contentment and pleasure. As Angel slowly slid out of Xander’s body, he moved to his side and drew Xander close.

Xander curled into him and wrapped an arm over Angel’s side, holding him close. They settled there together until the light of the new day came. Xander rose and pulled his clothes on, watching his sleeping lover look more at peace than he’d been in months.

He’d given Angel everything he had, everything he could. He only hoped it was enough.

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That was great. I don't think that will be the last time though. Looking forward to next chapter in N.O.

sometimes the muse says..."more!!" and sometimes not so much. Hope it was what you were looking for though.

Haven't started the Spangel one yet. Just got an idea a few minutes ago so will try to write it tonight.

I'm thinking of getting a beta for N.O. to help me move it along. Let me know if you're interested.

The story was great. I have someone betaing my own stories. I don't think I would do a good job. If you are a member of threesome, foursome and moresome try asking for a beta there. You should also post a request on AFF to see if anyone takes you up on your offer.

Thanks for the info. I was hoping to find someone I was familiar with to beta. For now, I'll just keep plugging along myself.

This is so good. Made my face all hot reading it. Wonderful.

And why had I not friended you till today? I thought you were friended already!!!

Glad we're friends now though! I'm taking plot bunnies today cause I'm not in the mood to write my two big stories. Sigh...

Let me know if there's something you'd like to see. The muse is pumping em out today!

I know, thought we was friends to, oh well we are now.

I'm supposed to be writing my fic, but stopped to read this.

You should post it over on strip_off_angel, a new comm just starting up, hopefully it will be similar to nekid_spike, but for Angel. It's run by katsa_db_lover, do you know her?

plot bunnies hmmmm, I love Xander fixing a hurt Angel, discovering he quite likes him. Or Spike looking after Angel for some reason. I'm cruel I like hurt/broken angel.

I don't know her but you're welcome to send her a link and if she likes it, I'll be happy to post over there. Didn't really know where to post this one. :)

I sent her the link, but she is looking for new members anyway, so I'm sure it would be fine. Posting non Spike fic can be hard, so this is ideal for Angel centric ones. Don't be shy, go visit http://community.livejournal.com/strip_off_angel/

Hi she has friended you, but you need to friend her back, it won't let her read the fic.

Done! I was busy writing and didn't check messages for a while. :)

Oh my,hun O_O this is amazing! I would be honored if you'd join in and post this over at

strip_off_angel , really! this is wonderful! :) *hugs*

I'll post this one over there in a few. You should take a look at my New Order story. It's an Angel/Spike/Xander. Don't know if it's what you're looking for.

Thx for posting,hun ...there is one problem though, the fic is showing up strangely over there :S I dunno what's wrong? O_O anyway..I will check the 'new order' aswell, and you'r welcome to post it over at strip_off_angel also - all fics with Angel as one of the main characters are welcome :)

I'll go check it out. Thanks for letting me know.

Think I have it fixed. I got an error when posting because it didnt like the tags. Must have messed it up. It's reposted now and looks correct.

okey,dear :) thank you :)

guh.........and glurble. and hufffszztyeah....woo hoo.

that was awesome. tender, hot, and ABOUT DAMN time xander gave something back to the vampires he fucked over. *coughs* bitter towards xander? party of one!!!

i loved this sweetie. :D

I got Xander babble, I got Xander babble. And yeah, I was thinking that Xander kind of owed Angel one...for each minute he spent in hell, that is.

Luscious, simply luscious!

Guhhh! Fucking hell that was so hot and yet sweet and tender at the same time. I’m in love with Amgel/Xander all over again!
Xander really had to make it up to Angel.

I'm just so happy I had time to catch up today! :)

*hugs*

Is it too late to mention that it gets darker after this???

*hugs back*

*wooooowooooo*
Hot!!!! *yay* I like it
*runs to next part*

Xangel is my favorite pairing of all time, like whoa and this was beautiful:D

This is one of my favorite fics that I've written. You haven't stumbled across my fav fic yet. I'll be curious to see your reaction when you do. :D

Which one is it?

I can't tell you! That'd be too easy. *eg*

Nice thanks, a hint maybe? pls?

Oh okay. lol

It's an xangel. :D

I thought I read them all...crap...I am reading another one right now, let me finish this one and then I will get to yours. It as some 40 chapters and I am on chapter 31, so in a few:D

hotness!

*fans you*

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